YOUR HOME IS WHERE YOUR HEART IS.

Slowly but surely my new house is developing from just a house to a home. It’s taking it’s time and I wouldn’t say it’s quite there but it’s firmly on it’s way. I'm not really a modern girl at heart... I love older things and authentic looking pieces, now I have my own house it's full of random mismatched things, old fire places and quirky 'stuff' that doesn't really serve a purpose but to me it's gorgeous because it's mine and it provides a massive part of my stability. It does feel like 'home' now... it's a great feeling. I love my home and it keeps me overly happy. My beautiful nest. And I will continue to make it even more beautiful...

HAPPINESS.

When one of my closest friends told me that the most important thing in my life is my happiness it never failed to stay significant in my mind. It wasn't long ago but it was such a valid point that it made me take two steps back and re-evaluate my whole situation. Everyone's goal in their own life, which they own, should be to find happiness - whatever and however they percieve happiness is entirely up to them but if you're not content in yourself and your surroundings and after weighing it up you find out that you spend more of your precious time crying and feeling low than you do smiling, giggling and feeling high then something needs to noticeably change. More often than not when you build the courage up to make them changes, however hard they may be you learn to appreciate every little detail and become settled in yourself. You provide yourself with the dependancy and stability that you once relied on someone or something else for. And you know what? In the long run not only are you benefitting yourself but you're benefiting everyone around you... even if it doesn't feel that way at the time. If you learn to let go of the person, you learn to let them free - you learn to stop holding them back and in return allow them stop holding you back. Smiling is contagious - when you live to be happy you stop yourself preventing others from achieving their potential happiness too. You live on a natural high... every moment becomes a blessing and so does every smile...

CHOCOHOLIC.

 I’ve always liked chocolate. I was always the kid that picked chocolate over sweeties if given the option BUT I’ve also always picked savoury over dessert. I’ve always been the one to pick a starter rather than a dessert, a packet of crisps rather than a chocolate bar. Well that’s certainly changed recently! I think there’s a possibility that in the last 2 months I have actually become some what of a chocoholic. I have these crazy cravings and you know what? I’ve been giving in to every single one!!!!!

I'M GIVING YOU THE BEST OF ME...

THAT THING.

It’s been three weeks since you been looking for your friend,

The one you let hit it and never called you again,

‘Member when he told you he was ’bout the Benjamin’s,

You act like you ain’t hear him then gave him a little trim,

To begin, how you think you really gon’ pretend,

Like you wasn’t down then you called him again,

Plus when you give it up so easy you ain’t even foolin’ him,

If you did it then, then you’d probably f**k again,

Talking out your neck sayin’ you’re a Christian,

A Muslim sleeping with the gin,

Now that was the sin that did Jezebel in,

Who you gon’ tell when the reprecussions spin,

Showing off your ass ‘cause you’re thinking it’s a trend,

Girlfriend, let me break it down for you again,

You know I only say it ‘cause I’m truly genuine,

Don’t be a hard rock when you really are a gem,

Baby girl, respect is just a minimum,

N**gas f**ked up and you still defending ‘em,

Only human, don’t think I haven’t been through the same predicament,

Let it sit inside your head like a millioin women in Philly, Penn,

It’s silly when girls sell their sould because it’s in,

Look at where you be in…

How you gon’ win when you ain’t right within?

'ALL MEN ARE THE SAME.'

CAN'T STAND IT. Can't stand women who are constantly saying 'all men are the same.' What can I say?
You shouldn't have tried them all!

ADELE ♥

Did anyone see Adele on Radio 1’s Live lounge special? She was absolutely amazing. I loved her. She’s an artist I’ve only recently started being interested in - for some reason I tend to find myself either drawn to artist's way before or some what after every one else's craze with them. She has all the key elements that I personally think are what's special in music... for example, she writes her own songs. It's safe to say there is no doubting her endless talent and down-to-earth charisma. Adele clearly has a lot to offer as well as the capability to chill your spine with her brilliant voice. I love this song.

JYNX.

So at the end of last year I made a remark about how amazing and smooth 2010 had been for me personally in comparison to the past previous years and after saying it the year  certainly went out with one of the most explosive bangs imaginable. On lunch time, the 31st January I blogged about how well January had gone considering. Well guess what? The afternoon came and January definetly decided to go out with a bang too. I guess I truly jynxed myself on these ones. 'Cause for everytime I've mentioned how positive things are one of the biggest negatives has come and hit me right in the face. In traditional Em Scho' style I'll come back fighting...